IS ANYONE THERE....I NEED ADVICE

SO I don't know if anyone still uses the blogs or even reads them but I just really needed a place to vent. My brothers wife was checked into rehab two days ago for drugs then found out she about three months pregnant but checked her self out of rehab today! I'm so agitated and  mad that I can't even think up better vocabulary to use in this writing. When my sister Dawn found out she was histarical, who can blame her. This druggy took $2000 dollers from my brothers mom to go to rehab and checked out two days later. Then had the balls to say that she doesnt give a fuck about any of us. I condone drug use in moderation if you're sick or it's something spiritual but to let it wreck your life and your family is something else. My family was helping her, giving her another chance when her own family wouldnt, then she goes and pulls this kind of stuff. I'm at a loss of what to do. I don't feel it's my place to tell my brother this but then I flash back to everything. The appartment so bad that if CPS was called his girls would be taken, Knowing she put innocent lives in the crossfire of her addiction, the lies she told everyone in the family so that she could get money. I don't feel we were gullible but just to willing to help without question. I don't know how to deal so if  ANYONE reads these still can you please give me advice.

Last Blog

SO this is our last time having to blog. Strangely it doesn't feel as liberating as I imagined it to. Perhaps that is because I am writing this while battling a sneezing fit of allergies and a cold mixed together. This sucks. If you have ever heard me sneeze multiply it by about 20 and you can see what I mean. Sorry this is such a lame last blog but oh well. I still haven't been able to catch Oreo but today I came very very close, the leash was on his head and as soon as he realized it he bolted. I hope we can get him soon. A scared dog is just as dangerous as a mean dog. Thad's where the aggression comes from, the dogs fear. It's sad really but that's how they cope. Is you have any ideas please let me know, and when coined like all dogs he bites. We need to get him away from the school, no matter how nice he may seem theres always a chance when dealing with little kids.

HASKETT!!! and anyone who felt Kyle's poem not a good subject

So I forgot my password to this account and it sucked getting in to do this blog. But anyways on another note. I hecka liked Kyle's poem today in class. Personally I don't understand why everyone thinks Haskett wouldn't let him read it. Our class is about self expression and saying whats on our minds, it's about finding a voice when no one wants to let you talk. Why on earth would Haskett stifle when she's the one who taught us it? His poem isn't bad or inappropriate. It shows the side of drugs that few see when they first start out and that's what our audience needs to realize. That we're not just a bunch of teenagers making up problems but that we have real issues and this class lets us talk about them freely. If someone doesn't like it than to bad. Writing isn't about making everyone pleased with you its about saying what you believe. People who don't like that just shouldn't ever read. Haskett please don't shoot down Kyle's poem. It's not a out of line subject it's just raw truth that most people don't care to hear. If we don't tell it though, who will?

It's Coming

It's just nagging at me like a child tugging on a mothers skirt begging for candy in a store. It's like blood and chocolate mixed together, one taste sweet and the other bitter. Looming over me like a paranoid boyfriend would as you read your emails. Its a simple two words, Graduation Day. That's it, so simply stated. However i do not believe that all of our class has grasped the concept of this. Yes we already live in the real world but now there will be even more weight put onto us. Even more chaos thrown in the black hole. We will deal with friends leaving and friends coming, and once again we will deal with learning which ones to trust. It's seems as if it will just be high school without assigned seats and classes. So that just leaves the drama. But I'm not convinced that its that simple described. For some unexplained reason I feel as if there is something everyone is forgetting to tell us. Perhaps its just me, so we'll just have to wait and see.

MY FREKEN HEAD!!!

So I have no idea why but every now again my head desides to be a pain in the ass. Haha thats kinda funny if u think about it. But anyways wheil im writing this my head feels as if it will split open down the center. This kinda of lovely pain is called a migrain. For some odd reason my migrains lastg days upon days at a time and the doctors can not figure out why. They've tried pills, shots, and cat scans but nothing seems to work. It pretty much sucks ass. Oh well life goes on, I'll i can do is ride it out again. See you guys soon

It's Time to Grow Up

WHAT A JERK OFF!! I'm so tiered of hearing about the issues he puts you through. Yes, I know you two technically share something that makes you guys bound together for life. However is it nessacery fo him to act that way. To contribute in as little of a way possible, to talk down to you, and to be the main cause of your stress. And when you stress we know what it leads to. He doesnt care though, it's all about how it's going to affect him. Damn it!, he needs to grow up and start looking out for those he says he loves.

It's Real

Some people might say she's blowing this out of proportion, but I wouldn't dare to utter these words. I've been there, I've seen the pain. How she can barely stand, wants wretch every hour, where the slightest wrong touch can send her crippling to the ground. I've been witness to how it plays with her emotions and her mind. Sending horrific nightmares into happy dreams. Those who haven't seen the devastation say shes week and making a huge deal out of it, but shes not. Just try being with this pain for a day and then we can talk. Until then they just need to stay quiet.