READ ME!!!

brother and sister

Everyone always trys to pit us against eachother. But it seems as if no one can understand how much we have been their for eachother. She try's anything. Fills our heads with lies about one another. Bashes our parents in front of the girls. Who knows what she says about us. And I still think it's funny that we just come back and tell one another what she said. It may seem wrong for us to do this but at the same time it's not. You told me it's us against the family. And thats true. Neither side wants us so we don't want or need them. You have brought me more brothers and a relationship with you guys that you only get to hear about once and a whiel. Thank you for that, i love you.

out there

Is that you?
Are those your eyes i feel watching me?
Hello?
Maybe I'm crazy.
Maybe I'm not.
Can it be you that I feel?
That i hear?
That i sense?
Answer me, please.
Is that you?

giggle giggle hehe

Grins,giggles,and bright light
not one shade of night
i no longer have to fight
no longer do i have to use all my might
Grins,giggles, and bright light
That will be my new life

Judgment

Your dark cold eyes follow me like a child follows candy. I can feel your judgment before it comes from your mouth. No one else sees it but they hear of it. You do not know that others feel the coldness of your words. That they have seen the tears you cause roll down my face. They are the ones who comfortated me when no one else would. But when im alone with you no one can help. Comfort can come but the feeling can leave just as quickly. As if it's a professional runner going for the gold. Your words and judgment will always be with me but yet you think that it doesn't matter. You feel I need a tougher skin, but how can i build one when you just build sharper knives? Nothing helps but to write. YOu do not see the damage that you cause. Or do you just not care? I need answers from you. Will you ever tell me or am i doomed to live in the darkness of wounder?