On thi

ARRRRRG! I soooooooooooooooooooooo don't want to do this blog. I just want to relax. This stupid musical takes so much time that I just got tiered and ditched practice. I know the show is almost here and I can't wait for it to be over. The final night will be the happiest in my life so far. I just don't want to go to school tomorrow, but I have to. On thursday is the funeral and im dreading that. I just want it all over with. You know?

A Little Advice Please

I don't care about it but everyone else seems to. They just haven't made any difference in my life, you know? I only invited them because then my grandma could come. But I don' even know if I care about having her there. I'm not close to this grandma the one I am close to is no longer here. I know I should be making the most of the time I have with her but it's extremely difficult when you always feel like she is judging you. I've never received advice from her and in a way i regret it. I wish I would have the guts to do more to have a relationship with her but I can't get past the judgment. Any advice?

I think

So personaly I think today was a wounderful day. As far as the weather anyway. I could complain about a few things that didn'd go my way but oh well. It's done and I can not change the past. Besides things weren't to bad. I saw my friends, my family, did a tiny bit of shopping, and now I get to memorize theater lines. Yeah, it doesnt seem so great. Shopping lines were long but at least I had money to shop with unlike other people. Sure friends and family get annoying but mine are still alive and here which is more than others can say. And absolutly memorizing lines is horribly boring, but luckly I have eyes to read with and a brain to memorize with. It just makes me think that I am lucky. Some people don't have these luxuries, and I do. Just thought I would think this out loud.

your thoughts

So I have a question. What is the key to a successful life? To some it is having tons of money. Being able to buy what ever you desire. Others believe it is having family around you. By family I speak of people you trust, love, and would die for.  Some even say a successful life is when you find the one you're supposed to spend your life with. The one person you're not just wanting but needing in your life. Personally I believe that it's the last two and a little more. I'm interested in your perspective though. What do you believe? If you want to write back and let me know.