We'll See

Once again you tell me you realize your faults and that they are not good for you. That he is the heroin and you are the addict who is strong but then relapses. You say you want no more part of him but alas i have heard it before. For now I will hold hope in my barricaded heart. I will work along side you to be ride of your drug once more. But how many relapses can one person help you through? I am not the only one who saw it, you said so yourself. So this time will you hold true to your word? Or will you falter and fall once again? This drug you are addicted to is not one you smoke or inject into your skin but one much more powerful. It is a controlling, so called Godly man, your baby's father. Someone you will never be rid of. But will you continue to allow yourself these harmful ways? Will you get back with him because the church says it's right? I hope you can make the decision for for you and your son. And whatever it is I pray it's right.