How?

Stupid water is what the Native Americans called it. Maybe they were right. Alcohol causes people to talk stupidly and truthfully. But how do you know which is which? Coming home and yelling at the two people who never judge you, yelling that they are ungrateful, saying you won't help, thinking it's your younger sisters job to make sure you eat. That's when it is stupid water. I understand people drinking socially or just a beer or glass of whine with dinner but to drink so much that you hurt those you claim to love is too much. That's when it is stupid water. To get so drunk that you act daftly, that you speak without knowing is wrong. Why would you drink that much? Theres no need for it. All it does is cause pain to you and those you love. You want to protect us but yet you can hurt us worse of all. When tears come from words that you have said they literally burn my face while they roll down my cheeks. You have no idea that you do this. How can I tell you? In your eyes their is no problem, you do not speak words like that.