Tuesday, September 7, 2010

WOW!

It's realy annoying when your dad doesn't act like a dad but more like a childish fool. When he thinks that when ever someone in the house has something he wants he  is just intitled to it. He hasnt done shit for me except be there finacially and break me down emotionaly. Yet there is nothing i can do to make any diffrence about it. He is a incoiderate ass. He finds nothing wrong with himself but yet he can find all the faults in his children and his wife. He is the kind of person i never want to be. Yet i am fearfull that i will be like him because sometimes we become so focused on not being like someone that we become them. The only thing now that i can do is hope and pray to be me not my dad, not my mom, not my brother, just me. I think thats enough and if other people don't then they can suck a toe. I am who i am. Over time that will change just like it does with everyone and hopefully those changes will be for the better.

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